Incomplication

I had a dream that was repeated for two times. It goes like this:

I was a ruler of my own kingdom. I have gates and guards by my kingdom gate that guards everyone who enters and leaves my kingdom.

My kingdom is separated from the world. It was called 'The Kingdom of Joy'. There were no tears shed. No harms done to anyone. The whole kingdom lead a peaceful life. A life that everyone wished and asked for.

Every morning I would walk in the streets and smile at the citizens of my kingdom. Everyone that saw me passed by would say "Hail the Ruler of Joy." I did not asked them to do so and told them that they don't have to do so. But they insist on saying so. I have no choice but to let it be.

Everything was complete. Everyone was complete. Everywhere was complete. Nothing is left out. No one is left out. Nowhere is left out;. Everyone belongs somewhere.

Except for I.

Although I have everything that I could ask for but then I still feel incomplete. I don't know why. I have my family. I have a baby coming on the way. But something is always missing. I have no idea what it was.

One day, everything starts to tumble down. Everyone was panicking. When I went to look for my partner, he was holding my baby, with a knife on his other hand.

I rushed over to him but he stepped away. Threatening that if I come any closer, he would kill my only newborn child. I asked what he wants. He said that to let the other side come over and rule this place. He also said that he wants my position and he wants me dead.

The sound of it is terrifying enough but I can't do anything about it. I told him that I would let him take over my position and rule over my kingdom if he promised to keep it a land of joy and my child alive. After I made that promise, he threw my child to aside. And left me there falling to my knees onto the ground.

After I got back my own consciousness, I ran to the gate and jumped into the bridge that separates the both worlds. I was holding a sword in my hand. Ready to jump out of the water anytime to fight for my own kingdom because I know that he would never keep his words.

And the rest of the story is changed...

Socializing

Hey guys!

Just to let you know I am starting my instagram to do a lesson a day on it. So if you are interested. My instagram is (lefreakinmusic) and I also have twitter account with the same username okay? So just follow me if you are interested and I will be sure to follow you back!

Love yall!

Hey guys..

Hey there everyone who is reading this post.

It's been like 3 months I have turned into a 17 year old grown lady now. And I just felt that I should be more active here.

As you all should know, I am currently studying A levels for my college years. And the college itself turns out to be great!

The people are friendly, as in they are willing to let you into their school life story. You just have to sit there and if they talk to you, soon they will all start telling you about what happened last year and how was school before you came.

It's the complete opposite of what I would have thought. Because many people says that the school is bad and everything. But then when you go to the school itself. it is not like what people says. That's why never listen to rumors.

In A levels, I am taking economics, mathematics (pure and statistics). chemistry, and biology. This is because I like all the subjects and I don't have English to take. IF I take English, then I would have to stop taking maths because it is against maths...

But oh well, maths is good too. at least I can do other subjects with it.

New year

Happy new year to you.
Happy new year to you.
Happy new year to everyone!
Happy new year to you.

2014 won't be awesome, great or amazing. But if you show up as so, it will be as so.

Law of attraction applies like karma

No more pain.

Heart.
Shatters all over the cold, hard ground.

Mind.
All clouded with thoughts without answers.

Body.
Unable to move. Not a single muscle.

Soul.
Nowhere to be found.

This is when I stop.
Think.

Be in peace.
Find myself again.

Gather my pieces.
Clear my mind.

Crack the frozen muscle
Capture my soul.

Once again.
Once for all.

Once and no more
No more shall I be hurt like this.

No more...
For I don't deserve this

No more...
For I deserve better.

No more...
For I am strong enough to move on.

Merry xmas

Hey guys! Merry Christmas all over the world!

I have decided to just stick to one blog only to make less confusion.

If you did saw my other blogs, I'm sorry if I made you confused.

And thank you for reading all these while!

Best of wishes and lucks!

I'll see you on new year!

Here's a joke

A man tries to impress the sales lady that he knows how to speak English. Even using colors!!

*mimicks phone ringing*
Green. Green.

*mimicks to pick up phone and speak*

"Yellow?

Blue is this?

White do you want?

If you don't say then don't call me black!"

*mimicks putting down phone*
*does a chin nod at the cashier*

My endless night.