My grandfather passed away on 21st November 2012.
That is my reason. And I have to be away from my laptop for several days because I have to take several trips ups and downs to Miri. I am sorry my beloved readers. I will keep up as soon as possible to keep you guys updated about what I have learnt and what is going on.
What I dislike most is smoking and cigarettes. I don't like smoking because of the effects and the smell is just too horrible to bear. Cigarettes? Well, it is because it takes 8 minutes of your life away. Imagine if you take one whole box containing 10 cigarettes, then you are killing 1 hour and 20 mintues of your life away. I can have two periods of 40 minutes class. And for that I can learn something other than digging my grave.
But what can I do when it comes to my family? I can only tell them that I love them and want them to be around when I am successful in life. I want them to see me carrying my researches and tell them that I have found a cure for HIV or AIDS for that matter. Even better, I want them to see me grow old. I want them to bear witness that I can achieve success and make them proud. Make this family proud.
It is their choice to choose whether to be there on that day or not. What I know is that I want them there. As for my grandfather, he may not be there but he will be in my heart. Because I promise him that I will succeed and come back to find him. So now, he is resting in peace up there and in here with me in my heart. His old soul rests in my heart where he is still alive. His body sleeps in peace with the saints. His spirit is high up in heaven. No pain. No injection. No IV drips. No chemo. No nothing and no more nurses to take his blood away. No more doctors to give him false hope.
Yes, you can probably guess by now. He had lung cancer which turn into liver cancer. Say no to smoking before you get more pain than you deserve.
Smokers out there. I would stop you from smoking but I know that it will not be of use because you can always go to the store and buy another packet yourself. But what I can remind you here is that, would you rather have a longer life to spend with your family and have great memories which you can take with you forever? OR would you want to have short-term pleasure and long-term pain which requires you to be in the hospital and injections to take your blood away from you and pain everytime you see the doctor knowing that you don't have much time left to do anything that you want at all?
Your choice. I may not have been through it but I can tell you that your family is going to suffer more than you do. I had beared witness of everything and heard enough of everything. You better stop now or prepare enough money to buy your grave. Addictive or not, Life or Death. It is your choice.
...YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED...
