Tuesday, 2 July 2013
Doubts?
When you have doubt it means that you are not trusting enough to your partner (in any relationship you are in). Why are you not trusting? Why don't you trust the other?
Have we all forgotten the rules of a relationship? It all started with trust. You trust that your partner will love you back, treat you nice, stay loyal to you, be faithful to you.
The other reason that you may not trust your partner enough could be that you don't have enough trust in yourself. Think about it. They say that 'To love, you have to be love'. So I am rephrasing it with trust this way. "To trust another, learn to trust yourself."
I know that the generation that we live in now is hard to be trusting to another. Especially in a partnership relationship of any kind. Marriage, boy/girlfriend or even friendship. It is hard to trust now because the generation of our people have changed.
Not everyone can let themselves out to the whole world without feeling that they are being judged by another. Because everyone has a reputation to keep. That will be another story another post. But why can't you be trust so others can learn to trust you first?
Change starts with us, ourselves, not others. If you try to force someone to change, you will just end up getting g a headache and stress. So exclude the stress and let them learn to change by seeing the change in you first.
Sunday, 30 June 2013
What matters?
To me, my family matters to me the most. Because in the end of the day, they are the last one there for me when the whole world turned away from me. They are the first one to talk to regarding advices that you can relay on.
Family is very important because they are the ones that you selected to be with before you came to earth. They are always there even if you don't want them to be. They are the best friends that you have ever since birth.
They care for you no matter what happens, and always love you even if you think that you are a burden to them. They support you in all ways. When they don't they have their own reasons.
You can tell them everything you want about yourself and your problems and still see them there the next morning. Because, where else can they go? You are all living under the same roof (or not), still in the end of the day you are family. You can't run away from that.
Family is also the shelter from problems you have with the society. The home that you can always be in. The source of love to look for. The place where you can feel safe the most. Like it or not, they are still family and they are not going anywhere at all.
That is why family matters most to me. What about you?
Wednesday, 19 June 2013
Prosaic, Encumber, Laudable
The word people used
To describe my life.
They thought I was
Always a cheerful,
Innocent and healthy child.
But I wasn't
Never was.
My life is filled with encumbers
Every corner I see,
Everywhere I go.
What made me this way,
I don't know.
But I know I have something special
A partial duplex on my left kidney,
Thyroid neurotropic symptom
And amnesia.
Yes, I don't have any symptoms of it,
I don't have depression either,
Even the doctor was surprised.
That was what made me
A laudable person
Because I treat myself like
Any other normal person
And look like anyone else.
Thursday, 30 May 2013
I am going away~~~
Hi, everyone. Do you guys miss me? I am sure you do because I miss you guys too. How have you guys been doing for the past two weeks that I was gone? Well, to let you know what I have been doing... I was having my exam so I'm sorry for not being on for so long to keep you guus updated.
I'm at vacation now but I'm doing my best to let you guys know about the recent things... Now I've got blogger on my phone, I can update you guys anytime, anywhere.
In fact, I won't need to use my laptop anymore!! Haha! Such a good thing eh? Only if I can have Microsoft Office on my phone as well then I can really work you know? That'll be so awesome! Then I won't need to use my laptop anymore. Have I told you it broke down? Well it did somehow...
But oh well... There's always going to be ups and downs in life huh? I guess I am just heading downwards but I'm coming back up again!! :)
Friday, 10 May 2013
If it is right, things will be right.
"If things are right, it will always go your way. If things is supposed to be going that way, it will come eventually." -Mabel
Today I just recieved a call from the traffold publishing singapore. The people there actually know my name!! Haha!! I don't remember reviewing the traffold publishing in singapore nor have I've even contacted them. I only remember that I was applying to several publishing companies... Lol, well I guess it is meant to be that I should publish my book because thet already asked me to publish my book through their company.
Ah, the feeling of publishing my book is such a joy because I get to have my name on a book that is written and belong to me! In fact, I even get to sell it!!
So, if any of you are excited as I am about my book... Hehehe.... Don't worry, I'll let you guys know when I will be publishing it. :)
So just have patience and I'll let you guys know when it is released!
The way home
is a long bumpy road
The road is rocky
without a vehicle
I have to walk
Along the road
I drown myself
into my music
that I love so much
to forget the pain and fear
Growling, my stomach angers
Cursing me for not filling it up
The tall side walk grass
flows with the wind
which is the opposite way home
My hair goes wild
making me look like
a mad witch whom has
lost her broom while my feet
keeps yelling out in pain
Though there is wind
yet I still sweat
under the hot blazing sun
I grumbled with my stomach
Wishing to be home soon
But soon is when?
And when is soon?
When can I be safe
from all these bizarre things
causing my head throbbing now and then?
Friday, 3 May 2013
Unleash me
The park and
Out to the fields
Where everyone roams
Where flowers blooms.
BY the park young
and old walked about
Intermeddling and having fun
Enjoying the warm sun
Smiling down to mother earth.
By the firelds the heifers
grazes upon the greens
MOrning dews formed and
Drank by them humming birds
that fed upon the flowers
Yet, here I am
in this lonely house
Awaiting in silence
For someone to solace
Or to be sloaced by
Though I know
that all these
were a delusion playing
Repeating in my mind
Giving me false hope
BUt I will keep waiting
Because I know
that soon
someone will come
for me. And take me home.
Thursday, 25 April 2013
Key of happiness
When we give others to hold onto our key of happiness, it clearly is putting expectations on others to make us happy. That means that we are depending on others to make us happy. This also gives others the advantage to make us feel something else other than happiness. It shows that others have the privillage to make you go down anytime. Because they get to pull out or take back the key from your heart and keep it in a safe.
It is best to keep it to ourselves. Why? This way, we don't have to worry about someone else taking it away from us. We don't have to depend on others to make us happy. We can be independent and be happy ourselves. We don't need someone to make us happy. Because being happy is a choice. We can choose to be happy anytime we want to be. We don't need someone to control our lives needless to say our emotions.
So, people out there! Where did you put your key? IF it is on someone else, why not take it back and be responsible for your own happiness? Don't let someone else control your emotion. We are the owner of our lives. So be the person to make yourself happy. And be the leader of your life! Be happy, Stay happy.
Wednesday, 17 April 2013
H7N9
Have you heard of the recent H7N9 bird flu in China? Well, it is actually because of the spraying of a kind of cleaning detergent or something on the cages and the chickens happened to be the victims of it. Now the whole China doesn't eat poultry at all. Why? Because it is not healthy anymore.
Though we chinese people eat loads of protein from chickens and ducks but it seems like the business of poultry is going down. And therefore, we all have to become vegetarians soon. As you can see there is a new virus called H7N9 is developing. And it is developing really fast!! SO please becareful of what you are eating.
Although the frozen ones are still on sale, but it is best we avoid it as we don't know if they are infected as well or not. They may not be affected but it is still for the better to avoid them as well. Okay? And it has come down to Vietnam where they have H5N1 already. Soon and every soon each and every poulrty is out of business. And we don't have anymore meat to eat. No more protein from chickens or ducks but maybe from other animals.
However, I would suggest to turn into a vegetarian or become one. As I assume that soon everything or any animal would be harmful to us already. And I also heard that H3N2 is around. Or something like that. Just becareful out there okay? Stay healthy and be aware of what you consume.
The best food we can eat now is organic food or anything that is vegetarians. Because it is the best option we have now and the best choice we have. Stay healthy people!
Tuesday, 16 April 2013
Pray for Boston
But I ask of you to please just be so kind to pray for them. If you are christians, please pray for their souls to be in peace with God in heaven. If you are Muslim, please pray for they are resting well. If you are Budhist, please pray for their souls to rest well. If you are Hindu's please pray to your Gods for them. And if you are a free thinker, I am not sure what to do but just let's wish that they are all safe shall we?
What this world is lacking now is love. We are all lacking love and facing fear. Let's send out our love to Boston and to their loved ones. Let's hope that the lost is found, afraid is safe, loved are together, souls in peace and many more.
This is something that we should be careful now as well. Boston, if you are hearing this, I wish you be safe near your loved ones and be safe. If you have lost, you have my condolences. If you have lost someone, I couldn't do anything better but wish for you to find your loved ones as soon as possible.
Boston, my only words that I can provide you now is stay strong. I know you can get through this. I know it feels like 9/11. But this can't be blamed as the attackers are also having fear as well. They are afraid so they strike. They also need some love in them otherwise this won't be happening as well.
WORLD. NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, JUST REMEMBER MY WORDS TODAY:
LOVE ONE ANOTHER AND NOTHING WILL HAPPEN TO YOU. FOR WHEN YOU HAVE LOVE, THERE SHALL BE NO FEAR OF ANYTHING, INCLUDING DEATH.
Saturday, 13 April 2013
13th April
It is my friend's birthday today. Turn out to be a rough day for him. I knew that something is about to happen. And it was a bad thing. Not something that we all wanted. But I just ignored it. Thinking that it was just me. Thinking that it is going to be fine. I just had to be that rebelious. I just had to. Because I just want to hang out with my friends but in the end it ended up badly.
This is my punishment. This is what it has done to me. Now 'it' is lecturing me. Telling me that it told me so but I didn't listen to 'it'. Why? Am I just too selfish? Do I just have to make things go bad then I am satisfied? I am selfish am I? Knowing that something bad is about to happen and I just went on with it. Why do I just have to be selfish?
AM I SELF BLAMING NOW? OR DO I LEARN A LESSON FROM HERE? DO YOU? I'M SURE I DO...
Thursday, 11 April 2013
Giving back to the world
Have you ever asked if you have given back to the world?
Have you ever think about how you can contribute back to the world that you have taken so much from?
Does these questions ever cross your mind before? I am sure it never did right? Well, maybe it did to some of you but not all. Right? Well, if it never did, then you have to start thinking about it already. If you already did, then you should start think about it already. Why you ask? Because it is about time we think about the world already.
Doesn't it concerns you if the world is going through climate change right now?
Doesn't it concerns you if the world is facing all sorts of global warming problems?
Doesn't it comes to make you think otherwise about what we are doing to the world already? If you haven't start thinking about it. IF yolu already have, then start making a difference. If you already started making a differencve, then is it working? Are you practicing your work?
Think about it. It's time you think about something already. Something that has to do with you and the world. Not judging whether you have done enough or anything. Just pure thinking about what you can do...
Wednesday, 10 April 2013
Margret Thatcher: The Iron Lady
She was a British politician who was Prime Minister of the United Kingdom from 1979 to 1990 and the Leader of the Conservative Party from 1975 to 1990. She was the longest-serving British Prime Minister of the 20th century and is the only woman to have held the office.She became the first woman to lead a major political party in the United Kingdom. She became Prime Minister after winning the 1979 general election.
Her biology is all over the news and on the http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Margaret_Thatcher it can also be found on the google search or any search engines that you use. If I have time I would write a whole biology of her on my blog post but then I don't have much time tonight. Since I have homeworks to do. So I guess I will jsut have to update about her as soon as I have found and research enough about her then I will post it up for you guys?
Alright that's all for the news updates from me. Have a great day and a good evening. Here I am signing off as Mabel Ngu. See you guys next time.
Thursday, 4 April 2013
The fours
However, it is a sad thing to inform you guys that we can't have that... Why? Well.. thanks to how the calendar works, or the world goes around the sun... we have 28 days in Feb next year... And it isn't a leap year so we can't have that.. Meh... Oh well. At least we have it this year, and I just happened to notice it so yeah.. YAY!!!
Come on. Be merry alright? Or you are already? haha. Gotta have a laugh for a day or a while.. Keeps the wrinkles out of the way!! AND EEEEXXXXXTTTTTTTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEENNNNNNNNNDDDDDDDDD your life as well. It is good to have a laugh you know? Good things are always the cheapest sometimes. Well.. not all materail things can make you live longer as well.. So keep laughing. Cause I will be watching you...
*P.S. I am just messing with your head.. It's alright to think that I am freaky or weird now. Cause hey, how long have you been reading this blog? Once? Twice? Well you better get your butt tight on your chair cause if you are reading this you might as well read the rest. It's gonnnnnaaaa beeee bummmmpyyyyyy!!!!!
Monday, 1 April 2013
Easter Day
For Christians, Happy Resurrection Day. If I am not wrong becasuse Friday was Good Friday so today must be Ressurection Day right? Please forgive me if I got it wrong because I only remember that Jesus died on the cross on a Friday and he woke up on a Monday. Somewhere in the Bible it says so.... Or I am wrong again? Ah, well. But at least in my mind Bible it says so... Hehe.. :P sorry to mess it up for you people. And I mean no disrespct though. But still happy ressurection day to all of you. And if it isn't then I guess, I need to check with my calendar again. Something wrong with it... *blush*... Anyways, either ways. God Bless You All!!
And for the rest of the world... What can I say to you? Let's see... Oh yeah. It's Monday. Which is a monday blue day or a moanday and you moan when you say your moarning...? But still Cheer up, kay? It's a new month. And a new day. It meanst a new start of life chapter. Let go of the past. Let bygones be bygones and may it never make you regret. For it is your choice that leads you to who you are today and what you are becoming to in the future.
Students, some of us are luck enough to have an "off"day shall we say from school eh? Hehe.. So what did you do today? Prank your friends that there is school today and then they turn up at school when everyone is not there? Let them think that they are early for school today or something eh? Hey, come on.. It's April Fool day.. What can you lose? It's just for fun. But don't do it too much a'ight? Don't get yourself into trouble now.
April
It really does makes me curious some times when I think of it though. Well, maybe it is just a day for everyone to chill out and relax to have some fun or something you know? Like make a prank on someone. Although I don't know how it works but I do know of a message that a boyfriend could send to a girlfriend on a April fool's day. That is if he wants something special for his girl... he could send her this.
B:Uh, babe. We are not working anymore. Let's break up.
G: What? What do you mean?
B: It's not you. It's just that I don't want to be your boyfriend anymore.
G: But...why?
B: It's April fool. And I'd be the fool not to marry you.
Yeap. That's for a for a proposal. I know it is kinda ... uh.... haha you know what I mean. Oh well. I do have a prank for a guy to a girl as well.
B: Hey, (girl's name). Are you busy now? Cause I want to talk to you about something.
G: Hi. Umm.. Sure? (Or anything that the girl says. Just make sure that she is not doing anything so she can hear what you are going to say.)
B: I... umm... Do you want to be my girlfriend?
G: (She replies whatever it is. If it is yes, continue. If no, then just walk away.)
B: Really? Cool. Oh, I forgot one thing. April fool. (Then walk away)
Yyyyeeeaaaaa...... that might kinda work but it might piss her off as well. So if you are really going for that.. I suggest you get ready for something a'ight? Haha.. Oh, by the way she might say something like "Yes. Oh and April fool" So you gotta be faster than her otherwise you are the fool!! See ya guys now. Ciao (^.^)v
Tuesday, 26 March 2013
Yoga??
At first, I thought yoga is supposed to be relaxed and make you feel calm and all that. But I was wrong. It was more of the opposite. OR maybe it was just me because I am not a very active person. And I don't do much stretching excercises.. =.= That sounds lame.. Cause teenagers my age supposed to be very active in everything like sports or hanging out. BUT me? If I have my computer, I have my world.
That sounds like some of you out there too huh? Well, if you are... You need some yoga too. Though I don't really like it but I suggest you go do some yoga NOW!!! Cause it is just the first few times you might feel like your muscles are sore and you don't feel like doing it the next day. But trust me. It is going to be a great outcome to you in the future.
Let's not wait until we are saying that we have some bad backs and spine problems to deal with it. We have to deal with it now!!! I know it is going to be very painful and all that whining and crying over a stretch of your muscle cause you just can't get the pose correct. While others can do it just fine and feel like it is easy.
So whomever that is out there, having a kind of life that is like me. Which is
------------------------>>>>>> Computer = World, World = Computer <<<<<<<---------------------------
You and I my friend, got some yoga to do. Don't whine just shine. I know you can do it. I am signing off here tonight. See ya next time. (>.^) *WInks*
Sunday, 10 March 2013
Think alike or not?
Monday, 4 March 2013
A new begining
To be honest with you, without a begining there is no end. If you don't have a beginging, and you don't have an end... then where are you? Have you every asked yourself where you are now in life? Have you ever wondered?
I know that I am in the middle of life when I have to learn to be more independent and learn as much as I can to get a scholarship in order to save money and go to a nice university. But some people who are at my age still have no idea of what they are doing now. They are living their life like a puppet played by a puppeteer. But their puppeteer has not an idea of what they want to do with their puppet as well. So it is like a middle of nowhere...
Do you see where I am going with this post now? If you still don't know, then I would have to say that I am not so good in writing my posts and leading people blind.. Yeah, I do admit I am not good in telling people what I actually mean sometimes. But, I guess I should just go with the real message behind this whole post.
What I really want to say is that,
Are you clear of what you are doing? Do you know why are you doing so or is it because someone ask you to do it. Have you got any intentions for yourself in life? Have you sorted out what you want to do for your own life already? Or are you just limping around the place, without an idea of what is going on and just doing what people are telling you to do?
Sunday, 24 February 2013
The Real Me
I can literally see the faces of my friends in class if I write in a way that they never seen the side of me. Though one of it is about personality. That one took me a while to write it out. Why? Because I have different personalities at different places and when I am with different people.
Like when I am with my friends outside, I am very witty, cheesy, loveable and always be able to make people laugh. That would be very shocking to my friends in school because I never acted like that in school. However, that is how I am with my friends outside of school. Why? Because they accept me as who I am. They don't mind me being like someone else. I am completely different because that is who I am and how I show up to my dearest friends.
When I am in school, I am a very serious person. That is why they never get to see that humorous side of me. The side that can melt peoples heart and earn their love easily. I manipulate people and sometimes get confused with the person I am sometimes. Why? Because I play roles and sometimes I get emotional because the emotions just flows like that. That just happens to me. I just can't help it.
When I am at home, that is a different story. I am really different. If you have seen the serious side of me then probably you wont't find any difference. But if you have seen the heart-warming and kind side of me, you would be shocked like really a big wake up shot in the head.
You see, a person can be different in different places. One person may not treat everyone the same because they can be like me. They can change when it comes to a person. Even if it is right in front of you, you can be like "oh she/he is here. Have to watch out" or something like that. I think some of us can relate to that. That is why, like what I like to say, I may be an innocent looking girl who knows nothing but actually I am a girl with a broken halo.