Sunday, 30 June 2013

What matters?

What really matters most doesn't really matters sometimes. What's more important is what is the intention behind the thing that matters to you.

To me, my family matters to me the most. Because in the end of the day, they are the last one there for me when the whole world turned away from me. They are the first one to talk to regarding advices that you can relay on.

Family is very important because they are the ones that you selected to be with before you came to earth. They are always there even if you don't want them to be. They are the best friends that you have ever since birth.

They care for you no matter what happens, and always love you even if you think that you are a burden to them. They support you in all ways. When they don't they have their own reasons.

You can tell them everything you want about yourself and your problems and still see them there the next morning. Because, where else can they go? You are all living under the same roof (or not), still in the end of the day you are family. You can't run away from that.

Family is also the shelter from problems you have with the society. The home that you can always be in. The source of love to look for. The place where you can feel safe the most. Like it or not, they are still family and they are not going anywhere at all.

That is why family matters most to me. What about you?

Wednesday, 19 June 2013

Prosaic, Encumber, Laudable

The word people used
To describe my life.
They thought I was
Always a cheerful,
Innocent and healthy child.

But I wasn't
Never was.

My life is filled with encumbers
Every corner I see,
Everywhere I go.
What made me this way,
I don't know.

But I know I have something special
A partial duplex on my left kidney,
Thyroid neurotropic symptom
And amnesia.

Yes, I don't have any symptoms of it,
I don't have depression either,
Even the doctor was surprised.
That was what made me

A laudable person
Because I treat myself like
Any other normal person
And look like anyone else.

Tuesday, 11 June 2013

Light and Dark

"Be the light that shines you the road, Not the dark that makes you doubt where you go." Mabel.

We are all light once. But we somehow fall into darkness because no one was there to stop us or hold us back and bring us back to the road. Not to say there wasn't just that there was someone that calls for us to come back to the river bank but we werent aware enough to listen carefully or hear their voices because we are too deep in it already.

This is how we ard in life sometimes. We mostly takes things around us for granted. Most of the times at this generation, teens would probably be the ones that takes most of the things for granted.

We take our lives for granted and say yolo for the times when you know you are doing something that is stupid or might hurt yourselves or health but you did it anyways. Why? Because yolo! You think that you only live once and should do everything while you can but I'm telling you when you can't get up on your bed or even talk anymore, that is the time you'd be reflecting why you did those things and believed in yolo so much. That is the times when you think that you should not have done it otherwise you'd be a happy person still being able to walk and talk.

Life may be only for once. But health is not a thing to say yolo so easily over. Just because yolo doesn't mean you should get high and OD over. You wanna die like that then go ahead. But I'm telling you first. You're not gonna like your funeral. Cause you may look normal but when the kind of face you have when you die is going to be the face you're carrying into your grave.

Stop drugging yourself. It's already a bad thing and lots of people already OD or died over it already. I don't want you to be the next one too.