Happy new year to you.
Happy new year to you.
Happy new year to everyone!
Happy new year to you.
2014 won't be awesome, great or amazing. But if you show up as so, it will be as so.
Law of attraction applies like karma
Hey guys! Merry Christmas all over the world!
I have decided to just stick to one blog only to make less confusion.
If you did saw my other blogs, I'm sorry if I made you confused.
And thank you for reading all these while!
Best of wishes and lucks!
I'll see you on new year!
A man tries to impress the sales lady that he knows how to speak English. Even using colors!!
*mimicks phone ringing*
*mimicks to pick up phone and speak*
Blue is this?
White do you want?
If you don't say then don't call me black!"
*mimicks putting down phone*
*does a chin nod at the cashier*
When I was a kid, I have all that the other kids have. All except the leisure, fun, and friends.
For my classmates who are girls, they think of me as a middle person. The kind that you push around and stuff.
For my classmates who are guys, they think of me as someone to tease and mock.
All my elementary years, even when I moved school, it's like that.
Other kids remember about having fun with their friends, reading playing and doing all sorts of kiddy stuff together.
I remember the ructions I had to go to right after school. I had school from 7 to 12. Then afternoon tuition from 2 to 4. On tues and thurs night, I have tuition again from 7 to 9. Sometimes, I get home around 10.
I didn't get much time even though it is on weekends. On sat, I have maths tuition in the morning. On Sun, I have art class in the morning. Then I have ballet in the afternoon.
There was once when my brother was sick, so he couldn't come to tuition with me. So when the tuition ended, everyone went home except for me.
I had tuition at night that day, if I remember correctly it was a Tuesday. It was almost 6:30pm and no one came to send me home yet. At that time we didn't have any handphones, not because we can't afford but because our parents doesn't want us to misuse it.
6:45pm, my dad came to fetch me. I didn't have time to shower or rest. I just had my dinner, change my tuition bag and then rush for the other tuition.
I was already late but then I was forgiven as it was my first time being late. Although the teacher was very strict but she knows me well as I am a hardworking student so she let me off the hook that time.
There are many things I remember about my childhood but most of them would be studying, homework, getting caned, and being teased.
I also remember that I was scolded by the teachers only because I have the wrong answer to her question or didn't finished the homework given the day before. I told her I have tuition homework as well and she caned me again saying that's an excuse for not doing her homework.
The Wednesday, following the incident on the Tuesday I told you about just now, was the day that I got caned more than 5 times in school and afternoon tuition on my palm for not finishing my homework.
I remember when I was about 14 years old, my passion for writing comes alive. I started writing poems and stories. That's because I just love writing things.
Then one day when a book brochure came to our school. It has the writing competition inside the brochure as well.
There were there titles to choose from to write about. But then only one of the story struck me as easy topic.
It was "my family"
At that time, I thought it was talking about my whole family and say about what they are and such.
In the end I didn't send my article although my friends encouraged me but my mom didn't know anything about it.
Thinking back about it now, I realize that even if I did sent my story with 800-1000 words in Times New Roman font and size 12.
I won't even get the prize at all. Because they were talking about my family. Not who they are, what they like and so on.
It's about how much I know about my family. It comes in different aspects. But I know that the way I write my story won't get any prize because that'll be too cliche.
Tonight, I met someone. As in someone from CV.
CV is core value training course. It's a life changing course. But back to my point.
Tonight, I met someone who I never knew or seen before. Like never. Literally never...
I was talking to my brother and then when we finish talking. I turned around and saw a guy essay taller than me or my brother just looking at me.
I look back at him and wonder if he is looking at somewhere else. Then, he waves at me with a big smile on his face like he knew me.
I smile and wave back at him. He came closer to me and just hugged me. Because that's how CV families greet each other.
Then I had to huh him back, duh.... , then I asked him for his name, obviously I don't even know his name so I should ask for it.
He said it is Alvin. When he said that he had to bend down to my eye level because he is just too tall to me. Even when he hugged me he had to bend down to. Which he doesn't seemed to mind about.
When I said okay, and assuming that he knows mine, I walked away with him trailing behind me. I didn't know what to do but I do know that when I am in a different place, I still saw him there.
Before I left, I wanted to let him know that I am leaving. I don't know why but I just felt like telling him. Which I didn't in the end. But I'm sure I'll see him soon again if destiny brings us together to meet again.
There comes a time when I ask myself; what am I doing here. The answer would mostly be "You know what? I have no idea."
Some of the time the answer would be "I am here for..." "I am going to..." and so on.
But somehow, I find that all as an excuse to myself for being somewhere only. Not that I don't want to answer the question or to escape from the real question itself. But what am I really doing here?
Seriously, this is the time when I say, you know what? Let's go and find it out by rewinding the day and we'll know our answer.
Two more weeks to mock exam.
But, why do I feel like I have bo pressure on me at all? Last year, I watched my brother and his friends having such pressure. Now it's my turn and I don't feel anything.
All of my friends said the same thing. Could it be that we just don't have pressure on ourselves? Confidence? Or just feeling pressure after the ezam because pf the results?
When I'm alone,
Back to the days.
The days when
I feel very
Perspicacious about my work.
The days when
The times when
My own family.
The times when
Fallacious to people.
The moments when
The people wjo cared for me.
The moments when
I feel so
Minuscule to everyone.
The seconds when
The seconds when
everyone I love
To the readers,
Who read this may
Think this is a
Dichotomy of who I am.
Sky is blue,
Grass is green,
Not everything is simple,
As it seems.
Life can be complicated.
You have to strive,
Your goal in life.
Nothing is impossible.
It's all your thought.
Don't give up on hope,
Because there's always a choice
Relationships sometimes last.
Sometimes there's an end.
True friends will last.
Being with you till the very end.
Happiness, we plus.
Sadness, we minus.
Love, we multiply.
Hate, we divide.
Have you ever wonder to yourself if you are spending your money or investing on it?
Spending in the definition of wasting it for certain things that you don't really need.
Investing not only the outside and have to wait for the invest to work, but invest in ourselves and eventually it helps in our goal in life.
When investing, we are actually expanding the values that we have. We have to invest with a goal. An intention in that goal.
But we have to be clear on what we are expanding or investing. If it is the right thing, you get the resultt of satisfaction. If it is thw wrong thing you end up asking yourself why did this happen or why did i invest on this.
What does moneey means to you?
Personally, I think that money is just a piece of paper that brings value, importance, a need in life, allows me to help others I care for and something we use to trade with a material.
Most of the time, we think that we need money so we can have enough to provide. The problem is, there is no enough because you'll be searching and wanting for more to feed your greed and ego self.
Money is also an icon that are man-made and will never leave with us as we enter our coffin. It just remains.
And the truth about money is that we don't own it. Even if you have i under your name, bank account, property, whatever you call it. It is still not yours cause when you die it is someone else's already.
Money is a flow of energy in life. If we keep holding unto money, it will stop flowing. Why? Simple, the theory of a full cup can never be filled with water again when it is full. You have to drink it up to fill it again with water.
We have to learn to use money in a proper form so it will come back to us again. Don't fear it, or afraid of losing it. It has feelings too. You fear or afraid of it, it will be afraid of you too...
I know that it sounds crazy to tell you it has feelings too. But try and love money unconditionally. As in, love it when it is there or even if it is not there.
Just try it, you'll see the difference. And don't be afraid of losing it. When you want it and have a good intention for wanting it, it will be there. Just believe in that.
"Be the light that shines you the road, Not the dark that makes you doubt where you go." Mabel.
We are all light once. But we somehow fall into darkness because no one was there to stop us or hold us back and bring us back to the road. Not to say there wasn't just that there was someone that calls for us to come back to the river bank but we werent aware enough to listen carefully or hear their voices because we are too deep in it already.
This is how we ard in life sometimes. We mostly takes things around us for granted. Most of the times at this generation, teens would probably be the ones that takes most of the things for granted.
We take our lives for granted and say yolo for the times when you know you are doing something that is stupid or might hurt yourselves or health but you did it anyways. Why? Because yolo! You think that you only live once and should do everything while you can but I'm telling you when you can't get up on your bed or even talk anymore, that is the time you'd be reflecting why you did those things and believed in yolo so much. That is the times when you think that you should not have done it otherwise you'd be a happy person still being able to walk and talk.
Life may be only for once. But health is not a thing to say yolo so easily over. Just because yolo doesn't mean you should get high and OD over. You wanna die like that then go ahead. But I'm telling you first. You're not gonna like your funeral. Cause you may look normal but when the kind of face you have when you die is going to be the face you're carrying into your grave.
Stop drugging yourself. It's already a bad thing and lots of people already OD or died over it already. I don't want you to be the next one too.
Hi, everyone. Do you guys miss me? I am sure you do because I miss you guys too. How have you guys been doing for the past two weeks that I was gone? Well, to let you know what I have been doing... I was having my exam so I'm sorry for not being on for so long to keep you guus updated.
I'm at vacation now but I'm doing my best to let you guys know about the recent things... Now I've got blogger on my phone, I can update you guys anytime, anywhere.
In fact, I won't need to use my laptop anymore!! Haha! Such a good thing eh? Only if I can have Microsoft Office on my phone as well then I can really work you know? That'll be so awesome! Then I won't need to use my laptop anymore. Have I told you it broke down? Well it did somehow...
But oh well... There's always going to be ups and downs in life huh? I guess I am just heading downwards but I'm coming back up again!! :)
"If things are right, it will always go your way. If things is supposed to be going that way, it will come eventually." -Mabel
Today I just recieved a call from the traffold publishing singapore. The people there actually know my name!! Haha!! I don't remember reviewing the traffold publishing in singapore nor have I've even contacted them. I only remember that I was applying to several publishing companies... Lol, well I guess it is meant to be that I should publish my book because thet already asked me to publish my book through their company.
Ah, the feeling of publishing my book is such a joy because I get to have my name on a book that is written and belong to me! In fact, I even get to sell it!!
So, if any of you are excited as I am about my book... Hehehe.... Don't worry, I'll let you guys know when I will be publishing it. :)
So just have patience and I'll let you guys know when it is released!