Monday, 31 December 2012

Life isn't simple as we know it...

Life is never simple as we know it even though I have mentioned a lot of times that it is simple jsut the way we look at it. Sometimes, we have to look at things from someone else's point of view as well. As in we have to empatize others or put ourselves into their shoes and think about what they are going through before we have a say in everything.

There we go.. My shortest post ever... Lols...

Last day of 2012

Hey my buddies out there!!! It's the last day of 2012 here and it's still afternoon now. This is the day that most of us never thought would be. This is the day that most of thought that we will never get to see or go through. The day that we all thought will never come at all. And yet, here we are. Still here. Alive. Because of one simple prophecy that gone wrong and everyone thought that we are going to die a week ago but no.

Just want you all to know that it has been great to know you all from all around the world. It is also great to see that lots of people are reading my blog recently. Well, keep it up guys! The more you come and read my posts, the more I am motivated to let you know what I would like to share with you all around here.

I have got something to let you guys know before next year starts and I might not have the time to say it anymore. I might be missing for quite some time for next year. Because it is my critical year. It is very important to me as education has always been very important to me in my life. Well, what can I say? I love studying and knowing more about things. What I don't understand is that why kids these days don't like to study at all. And this leads to my next post... So if you want to hear more about this generation... Which I am sure that most parents do or people these days do, then you are most welcomed to read my next post!!!


Saturday, 29 December 2012

Nature day

Today I went out to have a nature day with my uncle and aunt. We had an adventurous day into the forest. We went all the way up to the moutains where the cluds hugs the tip of the mountains. The whole view was so beautiful. We could see the sea from the near-top of the mountain. The greens are so beautiful and made my heart flutter.

I took several pictures of the road. The view was jsut perfect but I don't have the camera or equipment with me to take down those pictures. Sadly... However, I did see lots of greens and it sooths my mind. Clears my head out. I was poking my head out of the car roof top for certain moments to look outside and get fresh air. Clear my head get it?

I took one picture of myself by the river, in front of a straight road. Jumped, make a pose of myself holding the clouds, even take a picture that made me look like I am flying in mid-air! I wish I had my cable with me tonight but I don't. So maybe another time when I do have it I'll show you the picture of the greens at my place!

It's a tiring day, but it is worth it. Love you all. Nights!

Too much isn't good either.

Too much of good thing is a bad thing.
Too much of a bad thing is a bad thing as well.
When you have too much of everything it will turn out to be a disaster.
Everything has to be balanced.

When we have too much of good things then we will not appreciate anymore. We tend to forget how to appreciate things when we have too much of good things. We don't remember to say 'Thank you' or be grateful for the things around us. We have to be grateful for the things we have around us even if it is just a breath.

When we have too much of bad things, we will keep on doing bad things. Or we will always get those bad things towards us. I mean no one likes bad things do they? No one in their right mind likes to have bad things coming their way right?

Too many cook spoil the soup remember? So when you have too much of everything here and there, the soup will turn out to taste like something that you wish you never tasted before. If you get what I mean...

Everything has a balance. Look at Ying and Yang. It's black and white. But they both have two small spots of colors of the opposite. It tells us that whenever there is a bad thing, there is always a good thing behind it. Not always, but just try to look at things at a different perspective.

Thursday, 27 December 2012

We can see the future (part one)

My beloved readers,
It may sound weird to you when I put up this kind of title doesn't it? I mean who can see the future right? Heh, well actually, to be frank. We all can see the future. We cannot see others future or what is going to happen in the next second, but we can see our own future. They say that we cannot see the future for it can be changed. Therefore, I am telling you this. I challenge whoever says that we cannot see the future with this sentence: "If we cannot see the future then why are we planning for it?"
If we cannot see the future, then why should we plan for the future? Why do they say that the seed we plant today is the seed of the future? If we are not seeing the future, then what are we doing now? If you were to ask me, "How do we see the future?" I can give you the answer very quickly and assure you that it is something that we do in our everyday life. Unless, of course you are not thinking what is going to happen when you do something.
We can see the future by thinking about the future. By looking at the future's point of view. By placing ourselves ahead of time and think about what will happen when we do something. The future can be next year, month, day, hour, minute even second. It can be anytime. As long as it is not gone, then it means that it is still there. You may not know what is going to happen next or when you are going to be in another place, but somehow, you can make your way to that future. Do you get what I mean?
It may sound complicated so let me give you an example. Let's take students as an example. We study and as a student body, I know that other than study we do revisions as well to make sure that we understand and remember what we have learnt. Why? We study to prepare us for test that we are going to have for mid-year and end of the year exams. And of course in between we have monthly tests. Why do we have to have these tests? To help us remember what we have learnt and get it into our brains. Why do we need to remember all these things? So that we can use it as basics in the society and get into a field of jobs that we are interested in doing.
Now, how does all these relate to seeing the future? Let me explain. We study the basics in school so we know how to apply it in our future jobs that we are going to apply to. School is just the basement of everything. It is our baby steps into life. And life? It is out there in the future. That is when we learn how to run without falling down. When we do fall down, we have to learn how to get back up on our own. Make sense now? Even just a little bit? Okay. Moving on…
Now that we are planning our future, that means we are already looking at our future. We are setting up a goal in front of us and we are planning to go towards it. Therefore, we are already looking at our future. The future.

Wednesday, 26 December 2012

Merry (late) Christmas

Hey, guys. I am so sorry for not being able to wish you guys Merry Christmas and Christmas Eve. I was busy doing something and I couldn't get on my computer. SO please forgive me. I promise I won't let it happen again...

Well, Christmas is over and we are all still here alive. And so, the Mayans are wrong about the end of the world now aren't they. But even so, we can't blame them to be wrong. They 'PREDICTED' that it would end on 21/12/12 but I am sure that they did not 'confirm' with their Gods or whatever that is that they believe in that it is on that day.

So, instead of blaming them, we should be appreciative that we are still alive. It is a false alarm that caused the whole world to be in shock. But still, we have to be alert. It may not be the correct date of when we will die or when the world would come to an end. It may just be a prediction gone wrong. Who knows, it may not be our turn to go yet?

We still have to move on with the life that is given to us right? Even though it is wrong, so be it. They may have cried wolf the first time but they may not be wrong the second time. It is something to do with how much belief do we have in them.

It is already said to be a prediction. It did not said that it is going to be, right? I am not siding anyone on this. Because what I know is that, if we live our life to the fullest everyday, we don't have to worry about what is going to happen to us in the next few years, or when will we die. Because we already know that we are living the life that we are supposed to be living already. Healthy, loved and enjoying life as we know it.

Cheers to my good lads who were celebrating Christmas!

Friday, 21 December 2012

Great choices made

"A great choice made is a great choice indeed." -- Mabel

I went to the bookstore yesterday and I made a big choice. As a reader, and a real big reader, I made a choice to put down the book that I was looking for a long time. It was a fictional literature. It is an international bestseller. And as a reader like me, who loves to read, I chose to put down the book and leave it back on the shelf. I realize that I am wasting money on books. Not in a way of wasting money like throwing them to the sea, but more like buying the book but I know that I won't have time for it.

It was the last book on shelf. It took me a year and a few months to wait for it to arrive in the bookstore. Last time, I left it there because my mother won't let me buy it. But this time, I made the choice myself. I decieded to leave it there on the shelf. It doesn't have the same cry for my eyes anymore than it did last time.

That was when I knew that I won't be reading it anymore. I love books just as much as I love myself. Sometimes, I go to the bookstore, I wished that I had enough money to buy it all back. But no. I can't be that selfish. I had to learn how to let go of things that we know we won't have time for it.

Tuesday, 18 December 2012

Deep quotes that people don't believe it is originally from me.


In life there is three roads. Every road has a few handy hands.
The first road is a brightly lit road. That road consists of lots of hands to suppport you on your journey to your goal.
The second road is a misty road. That road has hands that is pulling you back to the start. It also has hands on your sides to keep you from falling so you can go on. Providing you wit hope and faith. It is your decision to move on or to go back to the start and start all over again.
The thrid road is the dark road. Now on that road, if you are lucky, you get hands to pull you back before you cannot come back again. And there are hands that appears for a while and then leaves you walking blind.
But just remember that road is chosen by yourself. Don'tr blame others for not pulling you back to the start when you are almost falling down or supporting you on your journey to success.

This is real and original from me and myself. Please do not think that I took any ideas from anyone or any sources as everything here is original. It is from me and quoted by me only.


Wednesday, 12 December 2012




请你不要因为你工作的烦恼放到我们的头上来好不好?我们是人来的。不是你捡回来的出气筒。做出气筒也算了啊,你还把我们当佣人看待。这也罢了。你还跟别人说我们在家里就是你的佣人了!你羞不羞耻啊?蛤?你没次说不要丢你的面子,那你呢?你这不是丢这家的面子吗?好啊。尽然你那么爱丢面子,那我也帮帮你。 在这里丢你的面子好吗?尽然你都不当我们是什么人了。你也不管我们是你的什么了。那你还拿面子来干嘛?丢光了不就跟好吗?啊?




This year will be the last year we have double digits. After this, we will have to wait another thousand year to get this year again. It may seem like last years post. But this time it is different already. Because it will be the last one we can get.


An inside joke for Twilight fans, when the next double digit years are here again, we won't get to be here anymore but Bella and Edward Cullen. That is if they stay away from troubles that are to come. If you don't get it that's fine. Maybe my joke isn't good enough.  

Twilight Saga 的粉丝,有个冷笑给你们。下一次像今年一样的一年的时候,我们可能都不在了,但是Bella 和 Edward Cullen 会国道这样的一年。当然如果他们没有在出事的话。呵呵。。。 不明白的话没关系。可能是我的冷笑话不够冷吧。

Tuesday, 11 December 2012









Monday, 10 December 2012





Sunday, 9 December 2012

My grandfather

It's a Sunday. And sundays are supposed to be family days. But today, I would like to talk about my grandfather. I know I should be moving on from this already as I have stated on my previous post. But there is something that is very miraculous about my grandfather before his death. His FINAL death.

I know it sounds creepy to say it is the 'FINAL death' but I have my reasons. It is because he is alraedy clinically dead but his soul is still in his body. That makes me think otherwise about his death. When and what time is it actually?

The clinical death is when he can't speak and open his eyes already. BUT somehow he is still concious. Somewhere inside him he is still alive. He can still nod his head and listen to us. I was told that during the time of his flight back to Miri he had to be stopped. Because he can't come back from the KL International Airport. The Airline won't let him through and then we have an episode of breakdown and panic, which I am not going to go far and skip.

My cousin sister, Josephine, could talk to him and still get respond from him. He was 'listening', somehow, to her. He could still nod his head when my uncle told him to hand on because the airline won't let him through and they had to find another way out. *LONG STORY SHORT*

He was a very stubborn old man. He said he want to 'rest' at home in Miri. And he did. He held on for an hour or so. Then he left. After we changed his clothes and everything. HE had his peace and left without any pain. HE is a miricale to me. That scenery of him changed my mind set about beliefs. Grandpa, I know you are having your peace up there, but I want to let you know, thank you for letting me witness such thing. I will never forget it. It doesn't haunt me the way you left us, But just to be sure, you are amaizing.

Saturday, 8 December 2012

This Saturday.

Normally on this day, I would be "hybernating" with my mother. At the couch, watching TV series. And doing nothing. Like a snake when it is full. We would watch until we fall asleep. Otherwise, we would have nothing to do at all. BUT this post is very special because it is the 100th post I have.

However, this week, I am not sure of what is going on, but I do know is that my mother is thinking of planting trees. Yes, planting trees. I am not sure where but I do know that it is for my grandfather. It is to remember how long he had been in peace.

I always think that when someone leaves us, we have to move on and not talk about it anymore. But this time, my family seems to be like they can never get over him. He is too much of a great man to forget. Everytime I visit him, we would be talking about politics and news around the world. We would be talking about jokes from the newspaper and laughing about how hilarious it is. I would be telling him about what I am going to do. It is just like friends catching up with our loss time together.

It is very memorable as I will miss that. Because after he left, I have no one to share about this with. And I want to get over it but my mother... She just have to keep talking about him. Making me to rethink about our routines whenever I am over at his place. It seems to me that we will never get over him right?

Friday, 7 December 2012

Sometimes in life

Sometimes in life;
We get insulted by others.
We should just get on with it and
move on. Because it is not worth to
be angry over things that we will get everyday

Sometimes in life;
We get put down by others.
It's ok. It happens every once in a while
it is something that we will have to experience
everyday in the society and when we go to work for money.

Sometimes in life;
You feel sad and lonely,
thinking that no one is around
you, but hey, I am still here. I will
always open my arms and lend you my
shield to keep you safe. And give you warmth

Sometimes in life;
You get peer pressured and
get involved with things you shouldn't.
Don't worry. I won't let you do that. I will
be there and stop you before you even try to take
it. Because I care. I may seem to be nosy to you in the first
place. But I understand, you are pressured because you want to be
like them. Just remember, Be yourself, and you don't have to be afraid anymore.

Sometimes in life;
you might think that you
are having trouble and have
no one to look for to help you because
all your friends have deserted you. They are
not your real friends. IF they are, they would stand by you
But, it's ok. I am here. Just come to me and I will go through it with you
I can't go through it for you because it is your problem but I will guide you through

My dear friend, in life, there are times when things go out of hand, or when things are in control and in happiness. Don't forget me. Because I have been there for you all the times. I am always there for you. You may have left me when you don't need me or am not in trouble. Or you may have forgotten me because you don't need me anymore. Just remember, I understand. Because I am a friend to you. Just like any other friends, I care and love you. I don't ask anything from you. I just ask you not to forget me and appreciate my existence. For when I am gone, I will never be back anymore.

the one who is left out at the corner.
the one who will never leave you.
the one who is there for you.
the one who cares for you.
the one who accepts you.
the one who loves you.
The real friend.

Thursday, 6 December 2012



Beginning of the year;
"HAPPY 2012 YEAR!!!" Fireworks everywhere. I am at Miri celebrating new years with my family and watching fireworks at the front yard. Watching our relatives as they battle with the neighbourhoods which house can set the most and longest fireworks.


I'm in Vietnam. Watching the people going on with their own business. Doing their daily routine as if nothing is going wrong. The world still turns and evolve around the sun. Going into museum and places of interest in Vietnam.


Between September and October;
"Go to class and pack your things. Someone is coming to fetch you." Ms. Fariah comes in and tells one of my friend during Chemistry class with Mr. Mike. Curiousity and fear fills me up as I watch him go out that door. I know that once he steps out of the door, he won't be back anymore...


On Facebook;
"Hey, how are you now?" I ask my friend who got expelled from school for smoking in the school. I know that he is a smoker but once a friend or classmate always a friend and classmate right? Well, let's just say that I am concern about him that's all...


In the middle of Bio exam;
*What in the world is this?! This is past year paper! We are just IG1 and she is giving us IG2 + IG1 papers?! Has she gone out of her mind? Or is she trying to make us all fail?*


Typing this to tell you guys that time passes very fast. AND if you are unaware of it, it is Thursday, 6th of December 2012. Embrace yourselves and get prepared for during the 21st December, or shall I say, which is 15 more days later we are going to experince the day when the Earth stood still for THREE days.
Three days of coldness or hotness, without Sun. If it is coldness, it is down until -23 degree Celcius. If it is hotness, it is up until 50 degree Celcius and above.

It is not the day we see God / Budha / Greek Gods / Allah or any kind of religion you are in. It is also not Judgement or Requritment day. It is the day when Earth stay as it is for THREE days.

Believe it or not, it is up to you. May your god(s) bless you with good health and strength my peers. For as long as you remember, I told you already. And I know it may sound hard to believe. But it is your choice my friends.

I love you all. Uncontidionally and forever will. Even when I am in peace.

Wednesday, 5 December 2012

Lessons to be learnt

1. Money is Life and Energy. It is something that is very important to you. It won't buy back your youth or time. But it is LIFE and it is TIME. IT is the amount of ENERGY you take to earn that money. IF you aren't the one who is earning it, at least think of the ones who are earning it for you.

2. Don't wait until the time comes then you start thinking about things. Be prepared for the things that are about to come. Expect the unexpected for surprises are everywhere and can happen anywhere, anytime, anyhow, anyway.

3. Don't wait until the last minute and when the opportunity comes you miss it and start to regret over it. No point. Why? Because it is already gone. You should be aware of what is going on around you.

4. Things comes and goes. When it goes, it goes forever. When it stays, it may not stay forever. BE AWARE and capture every moment of life as it never stays there forever. It will soon be replaced. When things are around you appreciate it. Never doubt it.

5. Money is just an icon to represent an amount of value. It is the final manifest of life circle.

6. Don't wait for things to happen. MAKE it happen. If you wait, it will be too late. Why? Because by the time you want to make it happen, something else is already replacing it. When you think you are capable of making things happen. Just do it!

7. What goes around, comes around. Don't attract the negativity or do bad things. It may not occur to you or it may in your later life / future. It may also skip a generation and by that time, it may even be worst.

Tuesday, 4 December 2012


What do you think money is?

What does money means to you?

How much do you value money?

Do you appreciate the amount of money you have in hand?

Do you know the exact amount of money you have now?

Have you ever thought of these questions before? I'm sure not many of you have come to senses to even think of these kind of silly questions but it somehow hits you and makes you think doesn't it?

The way we treat money is like the way we treat our life. Do you realize that? Or you just know it now? Think about it. If you like to put your money in order, and properly, I would say you must be someone who likes things to be in order and always in place right? You don't like things when it is out of control don't you?

If you just use money and let it flow through your hands like water, then you must be treating life as if it is a simple thing. Not important. And you find that like water, your money always slip through your hands because you don't have a grip of it. It always comes and then goes. Comes and goes. Just like that. And you wouldn't bother to even cup your hands together to hold them to be kept for emergency use.

If you don't know the exact amount of money you have now, I'm sure you don't even know what is going on in this world. AND even if I were to steal it from you, you only know that your money is stolen. You don't know how much is stolen from you because you can't bother to even count the money you have in hand. Just like you don't care about what is going on around you. Not to be mean to use 'don't care' but you are unaware of what is going on. You are UNAWARE that you have so much with you. And when you lose it all you start to mourn over it. Regret for the loss.

IF I tell you, money is like your life, would you treat money more better? More gratitude towards what you have now?