Thursday 27 March 2014

Let her go lyrics

Hey guys, I am doing let her go by passenger lyrics. Not because I don't have anything else to post but there is something behind the song that you guys should know. And it is a simple lesson that needs to be learnt. Hope you guys notice it and enjoy!

Well you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missing home
Only know you love her when you let her go
And you let her go

Staring at the bottom of your glass
Hoping one day you'll make a dream last
But dreams come slow and they go so fast

You see her when you close your eyes
Maybe one day you'll understand why
Everything you touch surely dies

But you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missing home
Only know you love her when you let her go

Staring at the ceiling in the dark
Same old empty feeling in your heart
Cause love comes slow and it goes so fast

Well you see her when you fall asleep
But never to touch and never to keep
Cause you loved her too much and you dived too deep

Well you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missing home
Only know you love her when you let her go
And you let her go
Ooooh ooooh ooooh

And you let her go
Ooooh ooooh ooooh

Well you let her go

Cause you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missing home
Only know you love her when you let her go

Cause you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missing home
Only know you love her when you let her go

Sunday 23 March 2014

The Funny Thing About You

You know, I noticed recently that there is something "funny" about you. 
No. Not just you. But also everyone. 

1. "Yeah, I'm free to talk with you. What's up?" I said "nothing much, hey you know that Paris smog has doubled Bei Jing?" 10 minutes later, "You there?" Another 10 minutes later, "If you are busy, then just say so" 5 minutes later, "Yeah I know that. And I wasn't busy" So I think to myself "So what did you do within 25 minutes? Died to hell and the angel mistaken you so he took you to heaven and then God says you are not the one to die today and then push you back down to earth to reply me this?" 

2. "I will make time for you." And then I say hi, after an hour or two, he replies hi. Yeah, you sure do make time alright. 

3. "Sorry, I am busy with work just now." Me: Saw you twittering, facebook status updating, tumblering, editing pictures on instagram, "Yeah, I understand." That is your "work" after all. What can I say? 

4. "I'm gonna go to sleep. I'm feeling sleepy already. Night."  Me: "Kay, night." Goes onto Facebook and saw that the person is online. he probably hasn't turn off his facebook.The person posts on Facebook. I go to twitter and see him having a LOOOONG conversation of good night. Yeah, you are sleepy. Sure. Sure. Shakes head.
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5. "No, I'm not talking to anyone but you". BUT! But, ha ha, you replied to the wrong conversation about the wrong thing. How nice of you telling me the truth. Well, there are lots of you out there you know what I'm sayin?

6. "I'm gonna take my shower" , and guess what? 10 minutes later, you are still on the phone doing something (whoever knows but you) and when I asked if you are done, you said "No, I'm still halfway to the bathroom" So I'm like 'wow. how far is your bathroom? Do you need to take a plane there?'

7. "I'm gonna eat my meal. So ten minutes tops. Kay?" That being said is very surprising that you actually know what ten minutes is like. Because you see, 10 minutes seems to turn into 10 hours to you. Seems to me that you are eating a king feast instead of a picture of a small burger that you showed me. 

8. "I don't like musics that people scream so loud and you can't hear anything" This, this is said from a guy who is like young adult age? Yeah, and then he introduced me to his favorite band and turns out that it happened to just like how he said that he doesn't likes it. So I am here, scratching my head thinking that did I misunderstood him or something?


BUT this post is just a joke okay? JUST FOR LAUGHS. If it isn't funny then... fine... *goes to corner, forefinger touching and leaving as the autumn leaves flew by and the cold wind blows with the spotlight on me* hahaha oh well. That's just me.. 

Tuesday 18 March 2014

Dream BIG even when life puts you down

Hey guuuuys out there,

It's me again. Recently, well actually for the past few weeks, I started to talk to a guy who is in Indianapolis, USA.

And this guy has a big heart. Very nice person to talk to. He is turning 20 this year, and he isn't in college yet. The reason he isn't is because he is now on the downside of life. And I believe that he would be on the upside again. Very soon.

Now to get to my point, and the essence of this post, is that he has a dream. And his dream is to be a psychiatrist and he also shares a dream with me that is to own an island. What he says to me is interesting. Because now, as you know, life is treating him very badly. He has to stay in motel. And move from one place to another.

That has nothing compared to the people who has no food or shelter. I am talking about just poor. Not very poor. And as you can see, or read from this post, that this guy hasn't give up in life. Although he would ask for a home. A proper house and home for his families.

His younger siblings stays with his mother. And they get abused if they don't do things right. His older siblings are studying. And what he said was "I am glad that I am the one not schooling." When he said that, he didn't mean it in a way that he hates schooling. His teachers love him because he always give the right answers in class and gets good grades for the subjects he studies.

And yet, after all these, he still dreams for an island. When I told him that I share the same dream, he says that once he bounce back he will work hard for that.

You see, the thing here is that it's not about being poor. It's not about being rich either. It's about having a dream even when everything around you is spiraling downwards. Because, a dream is what makes everyone keep living on everyday. It's something that helps you to have something to aim for in life. It isn't about being a billionaire or save the whole world from starvation.

A dream can be small. But it depends on how you see the dream as. A big dream is a long term dream. A small one can be something that you can reach for in the short term.

But the whole thing about this post is that, even when everything is not going right, you still have to pick yourself up, stop dragging your feet. Keep walking. If you can, RUN! FLY! Whatever it is that can keep you on the journey.

BUT the most important thing in the journey is that light in front of you. It has to be there. It MUST BE THERE. And how do you get that light you ask? Have intention. Set it right and your light is there. But it is blur and small. Then you have to clarify it. BE specific with your intention. Then your light will be brighter.

If you see it, then start walking towards it. RUN. FLY. But if it isn't walk. It is still going to be there. Find your intention again and you will still see it.

In life we go round and round and round until we meet the destination although that road is straight. But this is life. This is why it is called a journey. HENCE THE WORD LIFE JOURNEY, duh...

If it would help you, find someone that you know will remind you of your goal and intention. It'll be great if it's someone you can trust and cares for you. If they aren't find another one. Don't hesitate. Look for it and you will find. Like in the Bible, "ask and you shall receive" although I am not religious but if that is how you relate to it, then so be it.

So my friend, Find that intention. Clarify. Seek and you shall find, and then Walk towards it. You might fall into some pits and mud swamp along the way, but hey, it's challenges. It's there to teach you how to get out of it and when to avoid it.

And with that, I end this post.

Kindest Regards,
Mabel

Sunday 16 March 2014

200 post!!!!

Wow. I made it to 200! WOHOO ME!!

Well, I'd like to thank those people who reads my blog and still reads it.

What catches my eye on the ,urm... what do you call that..., status report or dashboard?  Is that there are people who reads my blog from Russia and India.

I just noticed that India reached to 15 this week. And Russia is 11. Can't believe myself that you guys actually would take your time to read my blog. Haha. So glad. Well, at least I am not writing this on my own and talking to myself.

Anyways, I just want you all to know that your consistent of reading has actually motivated me to write more.

I started to draw again. I think I didn't post my drawings here. Did I? Or maybe I didn't for the latest one. I'll post it up in the next post.

Thank you all for your kindness, time and support, I will keep on writing!

Cheerios.

10/3/14

Just finished today.
I started out with difficulties on drawing the whole thing.
The cat and the guy are from blue exorcist.
And I really like my shading.

Please don't

Please don't like me
For I am filled of scars.

Please don't like me.
For I am incapable.

Please don't like me.
For I only know pain.

Please don't like me.
For I know you'll only cause pain.

Please don't like me.
For I wish for no more.

Please don't like me.
For I want no more.

Please don't like me.
For all I know is nothing but fear.

Please don't like me.
For I know to you, I'm nothing.

Please don't like me.
For we both know you don't like me at all.

Monday 10 March 2014

After 2 years of not drawing.

Hey, guys.

This drawing is after 2 years of not drawing.

It's from an anime, blue exorcist. It's an old anime but I still like it.

This is from one of the scenes.

Friday 7 March 2014

You said, And now?

You said you'll be here. 
For me and whenever I am down.
When I need a shoulder to cry on.
And now, where are you?

You said you are tired. 
Too tired to talk.
Yet, you promised to make an effort. 
But now, where are you?

You said you are getting busier.
Don't have time for me. 
And then you go on twitter and facebook chatting with people.
It's fine. But what about me?

You said you are working hard. 
Trying to save money so you can see me. 
And now you are out there somewhere doing whatsoever. 
That's all fine. But how about me?

You said all that 
You promised all that
And then your heart is not here at all. 
So what's the point?

And now I know you lie. 
Now I know you betray. 
Now I know you hurt.
Now I know you are nothing. 

I am not crying.
I am not tearing down. 
I am not breaking up.
I am not falling apart. 

BUT I am standing.
BUT I am walking
BUT I am flying
BUT i am alive.

NOW I am walking away.
NOW I am leaving.
NOW I am crushing.
NOW I am stepping on top of you. 

For I know I hurt you before 
Therefore it is fair you do the same. 
And now it's fair and square. 
I shall leave.