Sunday, 9 September 2012

War and after

When people were fighting out in the war,
I was in my home keeping my silence.
When lightning stiked and thunders roar,
I stay indoors as if nothing happens,
Thousands and thousands of lives taken,
And here I am still writing this poem.
Innovent lives since then had not risen.
Families mourned as funerals made for them,
We know the painful truth they're not coming back.
Only the sacred ones came back from the contention.
Everyone who came back was carrying a bag.
Which contained their properties from the corruption.
LIttle did I know that my man also went.
I saw him with that bag, I just stood and wept.

Saturday, 8 September 2012

You don't deserve this.

         "You don't deserve this. You don't deserve all of this."


In life, some people are treated like they don't deserve anything good in life at all. Those people are like the people who got bullied or judged or being abused. For example, typically the nerds get bullied for some reasons jsut because they look weak or something. I don't know for sure if it is true but just stereotypically they are bullied.

Most of the time, people tend to think that they are just weaklings that can be pushed around and make fun out of them because it is funny. Have you ever asked yourself how would it be like if it was you? How does it feels like being humuliated? Do you like getting bullied yourself? I'm sure you don't too don't you? Then why do it to innocent people who just wants to be left alone and live for goodness sake?!

What? SCHOOL is not a place for bullying people. I'm not saying that you can bully out of school. Uh,uh. No, NO. NO! Nowhere is a place where bullying is allowed. I know that some of you think that it is for fun, pleasure, a little tease. Or maybe you were treated that way and you want to know how it feels like to bully others. You get used to it already and it becomes part of you like a drug for you.

I've read somewhere about an a true real life story where the bully in the end ends up hurt and the nerd was the one who helps the bully instead. Why? Because he was freaking kind enough to. The nerd did not laugh back at the bully because he thought that he has deserved enough already. All the friends that the bully has does not even comes to visit him. Not once, certainly NOT EVER!

And you think that bullying is cool and raises your reputation? Well, guess what? You might wanna think again who is the one who's gonna help you out in the end. It might not happen to you but it might happen in the other way. Somehow, somewhere, someday. I belive that karma is waiting for you to come so it can kiss your @$$ with catcus or something to make you wake up and remember about this post I am posting about. This is not a threat bullies. This is a warning. Whatever you are doing now are just the beginning of the journey for some @$$-kicking time which is going to be so hurt you are going to beg for your life. It may not happen like the way. Remember, YOU ARE WARNED FOR WHAT YOU ARE DOING IS ATTRACTING WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO YOU.

Don't judge me!

Don't judge people!!!


Don't ever judge people when you know absoulutley nothing about them at all. I mean like people these days just takes one look at you and start judging you by the way you wear, talk, or even act ; worst case scenario they judge you by what you eat or read. They like to judge people even though they don't even talk to them. Don't you think that is too childish?

I mean think about it? You are never in their shoes. You don't know how much they have gone through to get to where they are now. You don't know what they have gone through to make them be like this. You don't know how their life was before at all. And you don't even care to know. SO why in the world judge someone who you don't even make an effort to talk to so much when you yourself is also not perfect at all?

"Judge me only when you have been in my shoes and tell me if you can be little miss/mister perfect" - Mabel.

Second Chances

Sometimes, I sit and wonder why does some people gets second chances in life. And today, I just so happen to realise why. If you want to know, which of course you do that is why you are reading this post, I'll tell you.

It's quite simple actually. It is because the person who is giving you second chances is giving you a chance to change. To know your own mistakes and to learn from it. To understand what you have done wrong and outgrow from the mistake.

If everyone is not given a second chance then they won't know what they did wrong. In fact, they will never know. Why? Because no one is given a second chance to know their mistakes. Then there will be no babies or human beings on earth. Why? Because where there is no second chance that means that perfection is reached. Everyone is perfect.

Now, I'm not saying that no one is perfect but no one CAN be perfect. We are all perfect because there is no one else that are the same as us to compare who is perfect or not. Even if they are twins, they are still different in a way. It doesn't matter even if you are perfectly the same. Still, there is something inside of you that makes you unique and different about you.

 When everyone is given a second chance, they know their mistakes and might have the probablitly of not doing the mistake again. We never know if they are not going to do the mistake again. Now, I'm not saying that criminals don't need to go to jail because justice should be served. The kind of mistakes I am talking about here is that the mini mistakes that you can still turn around from. The small little mistakes that you can learn from.

Everyone makes mistakes. No one can be mistake-less from the start. Even geniuses also makes mistakes before they become geniuses. They need to learn the basics too! Like how to walk, run, jump.

And be appreciative when you are given a second chance. Why? Because that person who gives you second chance loves you enough to forgive you and let you learn from what you have done wrong. They also wish that you will change and not to do the same wrong thing again. Human mind are this sympathetic. They will at some point, forgive. Just some of them forget how to forget.

Friday, 31 August 2012

Happy Independence Day, Malaysia!

Hey, Malaysians! How are you guys? Our beloved country had just turned 55 this year recently. And apparently, I was too busy myself to post or update you guys. So sorry!!! I was having lots of things to deal with until I didn't have time to come back online to celebrate this important day of independence with all of you.

As for you guys who are non-Malaysians, It is an Independence day on 31st August. It is a very important day for us because it is the day Malaysia is free from being under other countries control. We have officially been free for 55 years up until now. And will still continue to stay that we don't we Malaysians? Let me hear a YES! MERDEKA!!!

I am sure that most of you guys out there wonder why do we shout "Merdeka! Merdeka! Merdeka!" on our independence day while everyone else just celebrates it by throwing parties and all that. We shout 'merdeka' because 'merdeka' itself is a word that resembles freedom. Who gave us this freedom? Haha, that... all of the Malaysians can answer you that don't we? (if you are a malaysian and you don't know who gave us freedom, I strongly suggest you reread your history book. It's in there *wink*wink*)

As you can see, the people who came to invade our country are people like British and Japan. Well, the Japan people came to take our country or came into our country during the WW2. If you know what I mean. The british however is way further ahead that. From where I come from, I know that James Brooke was a explorer and he came to make a trade with one of the people who was in charge of this lovely, green, place.

I think it was because he wanted to make business or something? Then he past it on to Charles Brooke, the next generation of his who took control and then left around the 20's. I don't want to go too detail into history because it was a nightmare memorizing everything. If you are interested, please by all means do more research about it. You might find it interesting too! Just a head's up, if I am not wrong, there are some spanish invasion or something that you can learn from here...

Well, I guess I should end here now. Sorry for not updating on Independence day. I am truly sorry to all the Malaysians out there, and Happy Belated Birthday Malaysia! Love you! <3

Thursday, 23 August 2012

Challenges in life

I know that I did this post before but I am going through it again. Once again, I would like to remind you guys that challenges are always out there. You can't escape from it. You can't leave it anyhow. You can't avoid neither can you hide from it. Even if you managed to get yourself out of it for a while, it will still come right back at you.

What are challenges for in our lifes? It just tires us. makes us feel like we are challenged everytime. It just makes us feel frustrated all the time. But still we have to face it because it is in part of our daily lifes. Gladly, there are some problems that are already done for us so it makes our lifes easier such as cars for travelling, technologies for communication, and lots more. But still, even after our lifes have been made so easy for us already? Because each of us still have to go through our own challenges that is made for us in life.

Why do we have challenges made for us in life? Why do we have to face them everyday? The first answer is because it is made for us so we can learn. We as human beings have to learn from our mistakes. If we do not learn we don't know what is right and wrong. We will always make mistakes in life that is why we are not perfect. the same reason why we need to learn from our mistakes everyday. If we do not learn then we will never know what is our mistakes. The ego side of us will always think that we are right even though we are wrong because as human beings we all want to be right about things. No one likes to be wrong; I repeat NO ONE likes to be wrong. That is what challenges are there to help us learn.

The second reason is to help us grow and think. If we don't have challenges, we will never grow out of our maturity. We will never think outside the box. Take Edison for an example, he invented light bulb so that we can see in the dark. How did he think of inventing light bulbs? Well, it was because the challenges that drives him to think of how to make things better for the world. That is why challenges are made for us to help us think outside the box.

In life, there are always obsticles out there that we have to go through. They are knows as challenges. We have to go through thiese things. Everyone has to. In fact, even babies have to go through challenges too. What kind of challenges do they have? They have challenges such as learning how to walk, talk, communicate so we can understand them. You see, everyday we have challenges out there waiting for us. It only gets harder day by day because we are growing. WE need to learn and grow to think more mature.

OH NO!!!

When I got here all I remember is my own blogspot and I forgot how to get to the dashboard where I can post new posts and all that. I got panicked so much. I was like 'OMG!! What should I do now?!" I completely have no idea of how to get back here again. I swear that moment of my face is just priceless... Ha ha. too bad you didn't get to see it. But that is ok. Cause I don't think it would happen anymore *evil grin* he he...

I tried to look from the history but my history didn't save anything more than 3 weeks. At that moment, I felt like I am dead.. Cause I can't get back here and update to you guys again... GAHH!!! But here I am typing this post to you guys because I found my dashboard again. HAHAHA.. Omg that moment was just so funny that I was literally "Laughing Out Loud" in my room. Of course not so loud till the whole house can hear me. I was just so glad that I found my way in again.

How did I get here again? He he.. Simple.. *adjusts my glasses on my nose bridge and slight shining on the rim* Cause I'm a genius. Ha ha.. Nah.. not so pure genius but still.. a genius. I went to the blogspot.com home page. Then I remembered that all I need to do was log in and I can get to my profile again!! HAHAHA!! Hilarious eh? Well... for some of you but I think it is just my dry sense of humour in these things. Hmm.. (wondering to myself) I should try to be more humorous...

Wednesday, 22 August 2012

OMG!!!

Hey guys!! How have you been? I just realize that it has been 2 months since I last updated you about things in life. I am terribly sorry for not updating because I am currently busy about things so far. But that is not to worry. I am back now and I promise that I won't leave you guys out anymore. I hope.. Ha ha. I will try to keep my promises because I am not sure when I would be using my laptop again. SO... to make it up to you guys out there... (looking around to see if you are still there) I am going to post things about what I have learnt so far while I was away and busying myself away with the things that I had been doing.